ajkert;kjaetkjb weirdmoodidunno.

okay. some realizations these past coupe weeks that are slightly more than frustrating.

1. my most productive hours seem to be around one in the morning. why is this frustrating? I have alllll day to do whatever i want, as long as i can sleep. but when i'm awake at one in the morning, i don't get enough sleep. or i sleep til noon, and mum gets mad 'cause my eating schedule gets weird and i'm not around the family enough. v____v;

2. i have absolutely no control over my creativity. i swear, all year i've been trying and trying to come up with ideas, to put aside and work on when i have time. and these last couple days it's been like CREATIVITY SPLOSION. and i have nooo idea why/how. it only happens about once a year, it seems, and when i can't work on it. >< although i guess i kinda can now, but this week is definitely more hectic than others have been.

blarghhh so frustrating. i can't seem to work at all if i feel like i have all the time in the world--it's only nighttime, when i feel like i have to wrap it up and go to sleep, that i can do anythingggg.

i should be doing way more art then i have been. hopefully that will change soon.

that aside, i'm super crazy excited for this webcomic/story idea i've been working on. xD and i though of another that i can do if i get bored. <3 so i'm in a good place atm. but knowing my record, it won't last long, so i gotta enjoy it while it's here!

i've also been going to the highschool (what? i went back after i grajitated?? lol) to help the elementary schoolers by painting a backdrop for them. it's super stressful but crazy fun and i'm really glad i agreed to help :] the munchkins are SO CUTE<3

anddd after our vacation, i get to go back and paint the WALLS. >D now that one i'm REALLY excited for. So overall, excitement definitely wins. but i'm still very frustrated at myself for being at the mercy of my tiny, very very rare creative bursts. i need to discover how to increase their frequency >[ rawrr.

off to paint for the munchkins!<3 today's the last day :[

OH. ialsoboughtprincesstutuandhavebeenwatchi ngitanditsstillamazing<3

ALSO! I'm looking for commissions/art trades/etc. if anyone's interested, note me!

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